VALERIE

2009-12-12T02:53:00.000-08:00

HK,here I come!
Ohmy I really cant wait to go hk,and leave whatever worries in singapore. Really i just cant take it anymore. Especially the fact that it's christmas season;so cant wait!

Tomorrow is yet again another important day,and I can imagine that day replaying, 8years ago.
There are so many things ahead of me,baptism is one important that i'll need to focus on before the day taking place. So sad none of my family members will be there to give me support ): Sucks.
2 more days,fly here now.
But still i cant wait for tmrrr(: Teehee!

2009-12-04T06:45:00.000-08:00

Is that what you really think? I guess life's like that,I'm like that. Don't like me,don't talk to me.
It's no longer important to me anymore.
God,what're friends for,seriously? They don't make me anyhow happier,why?
God,answer my prayer. Amen!

For now,be out of my life.
10days to leaving this chaotic life.

A brand new beginning.

2009-08-19T04:24:00.000-07:00

Confusion,yes.

2009-04-19T06:54:00.001-07:00

2 MORE DAYS!
Pray hard for RC!):

2009-04-12T05:41:00.000-07:00

i know i ought to be apologising to her,but sometimes i really wonder if some things are really my fault! idk why i'm always the one responsible for the conflicts. Despite all these i still treat you as the very bestfriend of mine,one who really understands me more than any other people around me.

I was told to give you a second chance,for if i dont make this move,no one will do it,problem resolved is N.A. This time i really dont feel like admitting my mistake,and make the move but i guess i've no choice.

God,please guide this wilful heart of mine!

funny,nicholas gave an easter egg to a trainer TEACHER! And Joi thinks Pris is a tomboy!!
Hahahaha.

HOLGA!

2009-04-10T03:03:00.000-07:00

OMGGG,i'm so happy finally got my holga,yesterday!:D So excited to use it but i need to invest another 40 bux on adapter and film,etc. But yay,i'm still happy and excited about using it! Hmmm,i really wanna know if an adapter is necessary. And should i buy the mornal or paranoma?! Tsk,i'm really confused. Haha,researched the whole day on it:/ didnt study,dont care holga more important for now!(:

xoxo,
val!

2009-03-20T07:12:00.000-07:00

They Know Nothing.

Someone hacked my hotmail. Fuck!@#$%^&8

2009-03-19T07:35:00.001-07:00

HSM2!:D

Had guzheng today,it was SO long and tiring,i swear! And it was so horrible. Laoshi totally spoilt my day,was fazhan-ed cuz we were late-.- whatever! I cant stand it we always get punished for this kind of shit. And i was having my usual backache! Fazhan-ed again during auditorium run through cuz i didnt bring pick up mic. Anyway,it is spoilt,and i can be bothered to buy a new one so just left it there. Irritating,people from the other schools were pretty nice:D Haha,my group was alright,thank God. I was praying so hard that I can manage my group:)

Went to concert hall after cca to get my guzheng pouch,cuz of my carelessness. But it wasd too dark,was like trying to push our way thru the gap in the curtains,and i was trying to push wai inside alone,and i saw her face! Hahaha,so funny! Oops,i swear i was grabbing wen's hand so tightly and grabbing wai's bag! Haha,so funny. Had much fun towards the end:D

Waited for my dad for half an hour ): Darn! That's all for today. Pray that tomorrow will be better.

love,
val!

2009-03-17T08:48:00.000-07:00

!@#$%^&*(
I HATE GUZHENG! ):
sucks.

Okay angerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr vent!

2009-03-15T18:42:00.000-07:00

Why is the purpose of living in this world?

Been pondering on such questions life,seeking God to find the perfect answer but to no avail. I believe that everyone lives a life for a reason but i really do not know my purpose. No one seems to understand what I'm going through,stop bclaiming that you understand cuz it's not happening to you,but to me,alone. I'm gonna face this difficult problem on my own,no matter how much trouble it might take and how people will view me as. I'm living a life for God,a living testimony. What matters in life is to spread the gospel and to learn from what we hear and listen along the way. Give thanks in whatever God has provided for us. Be it nice or lousy friends,perfect or horrendous family,your talents,or the thing you and i have yet to realise. Despite the difficulties one faces,only God sees it;your friends might know the problem you're facing but God knows it best. Not every minute problem you face,your friend might see,but God sees. Life in this world is for us to learn from others,put into practice and becoming what may be moulded into us. Despite timeless troubles, God will still guide our past.

Do we know how to forgive?

Forgiveness is to forget the grudges you have against someone who has offended you time and again,changed to a completely person and backstabbing when you might not be able to see it yourself. Do not worry for God sees it,and God will make the neccessary arrangements. Life may not be as simple as it seems,whats more forgiveness. Give and take is part and parcel of life,and what we ought to do is to forgive and get along with life. but the person who've done many mistakes,do you think you deserve to be forgiven? Do you think by apologising,or whatever ways you use to gain one's forgiveness is sufficient to heal the wound,and pain you've inflicted on someone. Think again,and reflect upon your actions. Think twice before doing anything,for God is always watching you.

These are what EVERYONE of us needs to know.

2009-02-21T02:30:00.000-08:00

Well,i've decided to blog since i'm so bored and not bothering to study for amath. I know i wont pass so i dont really bother. Anyway,i'm feeling so angry but i dont really know why it's overwhelming. There's a main reason though. Okay i'm gonna tell wenhui now,and get very angry! Tskk,bye! Upload the Cny photos! More w abss!:D

love,
val!

2009-02-16T03:36:00.000-08:00

Dammit i hate piano for all my life and i really cant wait for piano exam to be over! i have piano on wed and sun for 2 hours! And i've to practise for 4hours daily,kill me nowwwwwwwww): Events that i cant wait for to end:-
-common tests! (monday)23Feb
-piano studio booking (saturday)28 feb 11-12pm
-piano exam(12 march) 10.46am
-SYF!
oh well i guess the only thing i can look forward to is church camp!:D Haha it's gonna be fun hopefully even if i'm friendless! Tsk,so weird uh! blog again after cts!

Love,
val!

2009-02-13T05:13:00.000-08:00

Haha tomorrow's valentine's day but we got some from our friends today!:D I think it's really nice of our teachers to give us rose and chocolates. I really love it. I really wanna take a break on studying so i'm playing pet society,still fun! I've gotta do the powerpoint later,and so i'm waiting for someone to come online! HURRY,i'm gonna die of boredom. Haha okay common tests next week ):

love,
val!

2009-02-09T02:27:00.000-08:00

I'm so angryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!>:( My cousin doesn't wanna send me the Cny pics,so long alr! Tsk,was playing pet society just now! Had performance today,was okay i guess:/ i just realised that common tests is next week. I really cant wait for it to end and so i can go shopping again! Yay,i'm so looking forward manxzx. Stupid i think i've been really stressed up these days that my memory is being such an ass. Omg,i'm looking forward to weekends again. Till then(: I'm (im)patiently waiting for the (darn) Cny photos!:D

Yes,blogged!

much love,

val!

2009-01-28T02:21:00.000-08:00

Cny has been G-R-E-A-T!:D Love it,just that we had to return to school so soon! Tsk,today has been such a horrible day. Wasnt feeling quite well after morning run,perhaps have not been jogging recently as well as 4B1 jogging in the outer lane(equivalent to more rounds) Due to lack of oxygen,I was having a splitting headache and nearly fainted-.- bloody hell. Oh well,people from Australia are all going back today,i suppose. I'm not sure if it's all of them but i only know Xinwei's going back. Couldnt send her off due to house meeting,darn! I love cny and I might be going visiting tonight,what a day! School's been really busy,and shows how much I dread school and forcing myself out of bed. Cca adds on to my long day,really disliking school so much that i'm always looking forward to the weekends. Tsk,so many things happened during Cny,i hate it so much. Each time i think of it,I really feel like crying. Not because I'm childish or anything :/

Few days ago,i went to see my ancestors' tablet at zong1 seng4 tang2! Omg,i was feeling so bad for the few days. I saw so many young strangers who died really early like a few days after they are born and at a very young age,my heart really goes out to them. What made me feel worse was Gwendolyn's tablet. She used to be my very good friend in church but she left us a 7. therefore,life is really so unpredictable,really!):

anyway,

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY CEDRIC AND VERNON!(:
love,
val!

2009-01-24T21:39:00.000-08:00

I CANT WAIT FOR CNY TOMORROW!!!xD

LOVE,
VAL!

2009-01-23T06:15:00.000-08:00

Hey,finally! The week was travelling at constant decelaration!:( Really tired these few days,can't take it! Cca is taking up lots of time,adding on to tuition and piano,that's how busy! i love tuition though,cuz my teacher's awesome and she's freaking nice! Haha she forced me to eat 2 oranges that day,and I was like gorging myself like mad. Oh,i dreamt of something that was simply wonderful yesterday until I got woken up by my grandma's voice!:( oh well! Performed today plus guzheng for 3hours plus,gonna die! So tiring i tell you,I was forcing my tiny eyes to open up! Yay,going shopping again tomorrow,cant wait! I cant wait for CNY too!:D Yay! Okay shall stop here.

love,
val!

2009-01-17T03:34:00.000-08:00

HAHA OMG I LOVE SHOPPING TO THE MAX!:D I JUST CAME HOME BOUGHT TONS OF THINGS,I WANNA GO AGAIN NEXT WEEK,BERRY BERRY BADLY! YAY,I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO CHINESE NEW YEAR!:) shall do my physics project tonight,i'm so tired): Okay,buaixzx!

much love,

val!

2009-01-16T08:19:00.000-08:00

Hey,i'm playing pet society now!:D

So fun! Shall continue playing.

love,

val!

2009-01-13T00:28:00.000-08:00

Hey,I'm at Kathleen house,just finish watching bedtime stories. Haha it's quite nice,except for some parts,a lil' boring. I feel like watching another movie but I doubt they want to. ( I think!) Haha,we camwhored just now. Shall upload the photos later!:D

love,

val!

2009-01-12T06:57:00.000-08:00

I"m in a darn bad mood now,and today's is supposedly a happy day!

MUCH love,

VAL!

2009-01-12T03:52:00.000-08:00

It's holiday tomorrow,but i havent decided ehat to do!): Tsk,but i'm so looking forward to this saturday!:D Haha,i'm so angry cuz I just got nagged by my grandma): I dont know what to do now. Tsk,i feel like watching movie now,and I can watch tonight cuz I can stay up late tonight! Haha,i need more photos,running out!

love,
val!

2009-01-10T22:40:00.000-08:00

Hey:) Church was boring today,played some games and then went out for lunch with ahma. Dad went to Taiwan alr,will only be back on Thursday. The new timetable is up alr,and i like this one better!:D come on,some people come online i'm bored!): Tsk,I was supposed to blog yesterday cuz so many things happened. I GOT SCOLDED BY LAOSHI YESTERDAY,AND THAT MADE ME REALLY FEL LIKE QUITTING SYF:/ i really feel like giving up!): so annoying! And yesterday,during cca fair i was damn pek with one stupid junior! Ass,i really feel like slapping her face,cuz wh and i were carrying the guzheng downstairs then when we went back,there was only a guzheng and zhengjia left! So obviously,both of us were super tired after carrying that friggin' heavy guzheng,we both volunteered to carry the zhengjia. Then we asked that stupid junior to carry the guzheng,and she was like giving us the not-happy face! So we just ignored and made her carry la. Yt came over and asked us why we let her carry the guzheng and that junior went to tell her that we bullied her,like wtf! I was damn pek w her can,just kill yourself! So after she walked a few steps,i lent her a helping hand,and w/o a second thought,she just passed me the guzheng w/o saying a word of thanks! Ass,i really regretted carrying that guzheng! I was so angry,but aiya since the VP asked me to do,of course must obey right!
During dinner,I told my dad about THAT junior then my dad asked me to scold her the next lesson!:D Haha YES! I'm so happy cuz i'm planning to do that! Yay,i'm gonna take a nap now,so tired!):Bye!

love,
val!

2009-01-07T01:21:00.000-08:00

Hola,my com's repaired and I doubt I can play pet society now,cuz idk the reason that caused the bloody com to die on the Tan's. Annoying,so yes! I'm super tired now,wanted to take a nap but I really cant take my eyes off the com now! Stupid lao-pok comp has only windows messenger latest version and now,I cant recieve any info my friends send to me! I want the photos from missions,the lianxzx group photo! Haha darn cool,hopefully I have the chance to put it up,cuz i'm a POTENTIAL ahlianxzx. everyone saw a random photo of me looking lianxz,and they were like,Omg how did you do that?! Teach me,teach me! It was quite funny! I'm kinda waiting for Kathleen to come back,she's a funny one man! Whenever she wants to talk to me about a teacher,I'll never get it cuz she doesnt know their names and all she can do is to describe! Haha funny! I went to Macs for lunch,then on the way home I saw Nicholas at the bus stop,naturally you will talk louder if you hear someone listening to the pod,so I shouted really loud,then after that I was like reflecting,why the hell did I shout so loud! Damn embarassing la. Omgee,my show's starting:D Yay,having a com is pretty awesome,i wasn't planning to use it beofre that! I shall end off with peektures,let's see!
love,
val!

2008-12-29T02:38:00.000-08:00

Yes I'm here to blog again cuz I just woke up and I'm at Kathleen's house again!:D Haha she's damn nice,always let me use her laptop! Oh man,i'm having this splitting headache and running a high fever,maybe not going for cca again. Haha i'm going to blog hop again!

love,
val!

2008-12-28T22:58:00.000-08:00

YES! THIS IS MY 100TH POST!:D HAHAHA BUT I HAVENT BEEN BLOGGING REGULARLY CUZ MY COM'S FAULTY!): AIYA FACEBOOK IS KILLING ME CUZ I DONT KNOW HOW TO USE. TSK I'M QUITE PISSED OFF:/

HAHAHA A PHOTO OF ME YESTERDAY AT THE BAPTISM! IT WAS OKAY LA EXCEPT FOR SOMETHING'S THAT HAPPENED ALONG THE WAY): A PICTURE OF YESTERDAY(:

BYE!

love,

val!

2008-12-23T01:11:00.001-08:00

I'm blogging at Kathleen's house and I know my blog is freaking dead! Haha i like her laptop cuz it's pink and it's very nice to type on.
rtrb
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tsr u

sb rtae
srt y
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Christmas is round the corner and i shall say hohoho!:D
jingle bells jingle bells,
jingle all the way
oh what fun it is to ride on a one hose open sleigh!
Yay,i like it!
hopefully i can come everyday!
(editted!)

5 DAYS BEFORE CHRISTMAS EVENT!
love,
val!

2008-12-10T08:58:00.000-08:00

I'm not really looking forward to tomorrow and friday. Tsk,Tammie from AGAPE is in Singapore but I cant' go because of guzheng bbq ): Shit. Ohman! She came to Singapore and I can't be there. Aiya whatever. Continue gaming till 2:)

Thanks alot for being such a bitch!

2008-12-09T02:17:00.000-08:00

All things work for our good

Though sometimes we don't see how they could

Struggles that break our hearts in two

Sometimes blind us to the truth

Our Father knows what best for us

His ways are not our own

So when your pathway grows dim

And you just don't see Him

Remember you're never alone

God is too wise to be mistaken

God is too good to be unkind

So when you don't understand

When you don't see His plan

When you can't trace His hand

Trust His heart

He sees the master plan

And He holds our future in His hand

So don't live as those who have no hope

All our hope is found in Him

We see the present clearly

But He sees the first and the last

And like a tapestry

He's weaving you and me

To someday be just like Him

God is too wise to be mistaken

God is too good to be unkind

So when you don't understand

When you don't see His plan

When you can't trace His hand

Trust His heart

He alone is faithful and true

He alone knows what is best for you

the chorus(in pink) is really meaningful!:D Meditate.

love,

val!

2008-12-08T07:43:00.000-08:00

Okay I'm blogging now but I'm not doing the quiz today. Sorry Ruyuan! Guzheng tomorrow,and I realised many people in church are going/went to Japan for this holiday. So weird. Right ,I've been thinking hard these few days and think that I'm actually quite useless,like a failure in life.( This is not a emo post,it's just a reflection of my 15 years of living yes!) I haven't been working hard,i have a don't-care-and-let-everything-go-the-way-planned mindset which caused my life to be in a havoc now. I think I haven't been showing my true self infront of my friends. I appear to be different in school,church,home and infront of my friends. I dont like it this way but I just cant change:/ In school,I'm a girl pretending to be hardworking,quiet and low profile person but I'm not. Wait,I'm low profile,that's true! Then in church,I appear to be different. Towards people I'm not close to,my teachers,my friends,I'm this quiet girl who sits in the corner and wait for people to talk to me most of the time. Then,at home, I'm ignorant to my surroundings so I just do my own stuff.
The point is that,i can't open up to my friends,so I'm like this person living in this world for no reason. Yes,I've been trying to adapt to the environment,but I'm not that kind who will speak my mind out. I really want to,but i cant.
Dear Lord,
Take this as a prayer,and that you will allow me to be a truthful person and a faithful servant to you. Amen!

That wasn't meant to be emo,it's just food for thoughts. Okay,everyone's ignoring me online. I shall figure facebook out,it's getting on my nervesssssss:( Tsk! Christmas is round the corner,so is shopping!:D Hahaha yes! And countdown can't wait!! Yay,I'm saving up for my camera and shopping,but mummy can give me money for that:) Okay camera only and more money to be spent on educational stuff!

love,
val!

2008-12-07T02:58:00.000-08:00

I'm so bored now,and there's no more days! 0 days left!:D:D Hahaha,i'm gonna blog another day cuz I have nothing to blog. Oh i can blog the mission trip pics another day,not now.

okay,bye!

love,
val!

Peektures of camwhore with Vickyyyyyyyyy.

2008-12-06T03:49:00.000-08:00

Haha yes! You see 2 retards!:D

love,

val!

2008-12-05T16:06:00.000-08:00

2 more days worxzxz :D

okay,going to starbucks now. Till then!

love,
val!

2008-12-04T18:07:00.000-08:00

I overheard a conversation that day,and after listening to it,I was pretty upset. I felt like an object being pushed around. How can it be? I know I have to make a decision,a right one. And now,I have an answer. I have decided to share it with you,yet you are gone. I miss you,alot.

2008-12-03T22:02:00.000-08:00

Instructions:1. Do the "Letter MEME".
2. Tag no less than 5other people.
3. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish yourJournal entry.
Template:Dear (the last person who text messaged you):I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know about what I (10) (11).(12),-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue -Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out
5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald
DuckBlue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk
6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. -Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - FrostbittenLost
HighHouse - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - MongolicIdol
MasochisticFamily Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed
No The Nanny.
7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth
Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain

Dear E:
I don't really know how to tell you this, but Our romance is over. I think I realized it When we skinny dipped At the mental hospital and I saw you Sit on Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're Cowardly enough to understand That we're cousins. I'm returning The pictures from LA to you, but I'll keep Your criminal record as a memory. You should also know about what I Never openly mocked A new life as a clone. In pain,
-Val-

2008-12-03T19:31:00.000-08:00

i found this on both Wenhui and Ruyuan's blog so I've decided to do it. Looks quite fun anyway. Perhaps i'm too bored:/

Rules and regulations :
Each
player of this game starts off with 10 weird things / habits
/ little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to
write a blog of their own 10 weird things / habits / little known
facts as well as state the rule clearly. At the end, you need to
choose 10 names to be tagged and list their names.

#1. I had great interest in dance when i was young;

my parents didn't want me to join ballet.

#2. I love playing neopets x 100 times;

I'm playing it right now.

#3. I dont bother about my dressing when I'm at home;

it's true! Anyway,i'm not pretty! Hahaha!:D

#4. I like staying at home alone,with the door locked;

Love having quiet time.

#5. I have a new crush,but i wont say who;

#6. I eat alot;

but no one believes me.

#7. I like going over to friend's house and have a sleepover and crash their house;

We always do that during countdown! Haha we shouted down the condominium,'HAPPY NEW YEAR!' and shake random people's hands at 12 midnight xD

#8. I like talking;

which states the fact that I'm not quiet. People whom I'm close to thinks I talk too much!:D

#9. I only talk to people whom I like talking to;

I smile when I think they are funny,and most of the time they are.

#10. I've always wanted to be a princess:D

Really! But it was the past la.

10people:

Sorry,I dont like strangers to read my blog so i dont bother tagging other people. Do if you're interested/killing time then.

love,

val!

2008-12-03T19:15:00.000-08:00

hey i'm here to blog about yesterday. Haha had so much fun! Met Cedric at Dhoby then cab down to thomson plaza. I seriously dont know how to get there la! That was why I had a difficult time getting back. Well,there were like 10 of us,so we went to Leonard's house to play and chat. Haha and Leonard had to leave for Japan at 845 so we were just at playground thinking where to go next:D So we just went to starbucks,as usual. But before that some of them left already,and so i left with Delicia. Reached home around 11 plus. Was friggin' tired,but was fun. Oh we watched happy tree friends,and laughed like hells;sadistic people we know. Tsk,those who are overseas hurry come back,church will be so empty this Sunday.
4 more days ):

love,
val!

2008-12-02T23:13:00.000-08:00

I'M BACK FROM GUZHENG EXAM AND I SCREWED IT ALL. DOUBT I'LL PASS,OH WELL!:/ GOING OUT SOON,TO DHOBY!

LOVE,
VAL

2008-12-02T17:38:00.000-08:00

Hello worxzxz I'm back from mission trip:D and so yes,it was FUN and i missed everyone!): so today we are going over to leonard's to play! Okay so on the first day,i fell and there's a bloody scar on my chin. I was crying so much and when i was at the hotel/motel,everyone was like,are you okay? I couldnt really answer,perhaps of the shock and i was sent to the hospital. What a bad way to start mission trip. So called my parents and my sis cried when she found out!:/ so sad! So the rest of the trip was considered fun,doing registration it was cool to the max! The difference between the Singapore kids and them was that they were contented with what they have,and not asking for more. That was really surprising!:D So on Friday,we shared the evangelism cube with the kids and out of 66 kids,59 accepted Christ. Yay,quite great news yeah!:D Haha okay so Sat was zoo day,I partnered Rou Sin,she's really nice but i heard that she's violent); so i bought her a pencil and windmill,so that day was fruitful. So after we went shopping the rest of the day! And I bought many things!:D Sunday was buffet at holiday Inn then shopping! That's about it. Too lazy to blog anymore. I'm going to practise guzheng then out! YAY!:D Polar bear game! Pictures:)

more pics to be updated!:D

love,

val!

2008-12-01T04:43:00.000-08:00

Hey, i think you were in a kinda bad mood just now right? So i guess i shan't bother you first. :D Helping you to blog for the last time! Cos YOU'RE BACK! Hahaha, Welcome back Valerie and FMC-ers! :D Except maggie mee hair? HAHAHA! :D I guess you're sleeping now, huh? Hahaha, just reached home from dinner. Went to Henderson waves AGAIN. Damn! I needa go another time, which is next mon. TSK! Cos my dad's leading a church team there for training. Cos they're going overseas next feb or march to Isarel, the Xi1 Nai3 Shan1 there. And they needa climb alot, so they're there to climb, and i needa go with them, when im not going to ISAREL! >:( Hahaha, today was the ultimatezxzx! I went to and fro leh. Like damn tired plus HOT! Hahaah! I started off at Vivo there, then went to Henderson waves, then to the metal bridge, and back all the way to vivo. TSKK! Okay, Im so thirsty. Hahah! Anw, jia you and work hard for your grading exam huh! Dont feel so stressed up! You can do it! :D

Last of all, 0 more days and not counting FOREVER! :D Hahah! MAD! Okay, i'll stop here! :D

Love,
WENHUI!
Happy reading all these posts manzxz! :D

2008-11-30T05:42:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA! Helloooooooo! You're gonna come back tmr, with lotsa stories to tell me! :D HAHAH! Tsk, stupid com keep coming out chinese words. Ohh, i've just typed my own pw for your e-mail AGAIN! :D Hahaha! Man, my mom just came into the room, and i went to see other people's blog. Hahaha! FINALLY, I've fixed the damn chinese words! -.- Ohh, i've decided to buy a sch bag with Cheryl. Hahah! The same one! Cos she asked me to, so i'll buy with her! :D I can't wait for the stories. Hahahah! :D Hmm, IDK what to blog againininin! Hahah, i wanna put some pictures here, but i can't find any! )': Post edited! I've deleted the picture, cos it looked damn WEIRD. Hahah!

Tsk, church people were back from Sentosa ytd, and i didnt go. And my friend said that the atmosphere was very serious. As in, the teachers were scolding the whole class, cos we lack of organisation in the outing, and i think it was quite a failure at Sentosa. And some even said:' Some people never even do anything lorh.' Woah, that's the best man. At least i went for 1 meeting? Hahah! It wasn't my fault tt i didnt wanna go for the meetings rightt! I really dont wanna stay committed in this kinda thing, especially when i have no friends, so what am i supposed to do?! -.- ASSYs! They ownself say they wanna stay committed one leh! If they didn't say, i wouldn't say I would stay committed, cos i know i won't go for church activities, so yeah. And they should expect it? (: Haha, oh wells, you may say that im blaming others, but that's what i really think. Hahaha, i dont expect myself to continue living in this church when i grow up. :D I'll DEFINITELY change a church when i grow up! >:( That's a sure thing! BYE ASSHOLES! 1 more day and still counting!

Hahaha, im sorry! Im like using your blog and rant all i want. Yeah, i hope you wont mind! :D Hahahah! :D BYEBYE!

P.S: They all had sunburn/suntan! Not fair! That time we go dont even have anything! ONLY GOT SAND! HHAHAH!

Love,

WENHUI!

2008-11-29T05:03:00.000-08:00

HAHHA! Do you know what just happened?! I typed my own pw for your e-mail address. Hahaha! So funny! Okay, nvm! :D

As you knowwww, Im going henderson waves and walk, plus exercise todayyy, so you should read my blog for more updates on why im angry with my mom! :D Hahahha, and when i was walking at the metal bridge leading the henderson waves, there were sunlight, and i thought that i could suntan while WALKING, hahahh! But i guess i didn't get any tanner! >:( Hahaha, and i know you shopped today when im walking and perspiring! STUPIDDDDDD! UNFAIR UNFAIR! Hahahaha, and you'll be free from today till mon, which means shopping! UNFAIR UNFAIR! Hahaha, so dumb! Okay. nvm! IDK what to blog! Aha! xD Hahhaa, im gonna watch MARS ATTACK later at 10! :D WHich is 1 hour later. Hahah! Idk watch how many times alr, but the aliens are quite cute, and disgusting, and funny and anything. HAHHA! So im gonna watchhh! :D TSKK! As you've said, there's CHURCH tmr! Omg, I dont feel like going! I hope my dad will be very tired, and we'll be spared from church cos we went to henderson waves? Hahaha, i know im sinning if i said these, but i just HATE HATE HATE Sunday school! Damn it! Walaooo! Idk what to wearr! I am ugly. BYE! :D Finish blogging! HahahH! 2 more days and still countinggg!

P.S: The first post was posted on MON, and not SUN! >:( Stupid blog! WAKE UPPP! DUMBASS! Hahhaha!

Love,
WENHUI!

2008-11-28T04:28:00.000-08:00

Yay, blogging again. Hahah! :D What should I blog about? Hmm, you still rmb where i once told you tt my dad asked me to read a chapter of proverbs everyday? Hahah! I haven't been doing thatt! Cos i always watch tv till 12 or 1 plus then sleep. Where got time to do! Omg, i feel soo guilty. Hahaha, im supposed to read till 10 today, but im still at 5. (: LOOK AT MEEEE! This is unacceptable! >:( hahaha, HOWWW! I hope i have the time to do it today! >:) Let me tell you what show i watch! :D Hahaha, at 8pm to 9pm, i blog and bathe! :D 9pm, watch the litle nyonya! :D Till 10pm, then watch the Forensic show, then 11pm-12pm watch channel 55, Dicey Business. :D Hahaha, there! The TV programmes! :D Omg, i tell you huh, the nyonya right! Is sooo damn freakin' irritating. D:<>:( Nvm, i don't think she's looking! :D Hahaha. (:

Today was suchh a slack day. I was watching tv and playing DS the whole dayy! :D I know you're jealous! Cos i get to play with DS! Hahaha. I'll try to lend it to you, if my siblings allow, when i meet you someday to pass you your geog book? :D Hahah! (: Ohh manzxzx! It's only 8:38 nowwwwwwwwwwwwww. Still got soo long before the show starts, and i have nth to do now. I dont feel like blogging for myself alr, cos I'v helped you blog so much, then IDK what to say alr. Hahaha! AHA! I know what to blog about alr, :D I'll end here first! :D There are many updates at my blogshop! :D Go and see okayy! :D 3 more days and still counting! ;D

Love,
WENHUI!

2008-11-27T04:42:00.000-08:00

Today's quite okay lah! Helping you to blog again! HAHH! Dont bother about the previous post, it's just bullshit. That's what i always do when im MAD lah, hahah! (: I sacrificed my bathing time to help you blog know! Be thankful! HAHHA! :D Just kidding lahh! :D I hope you do QT every night huhh! :D Wait, I've got a msg, let me read it first. :D Ohh manzxz! Germaine just msged me to go for tmr's church meeting for Sentosa thingy. But i cant go lah, but they asked me to go help. Actually i wanna help lah, but then i hate to go there. As in without no friends? Hahaha, nvm lah. ): I should just gooooooooooooo! >:( I think i needa bathe alr. I'll blog longer next time! :D Rmb to do ry's letter thing! :D It's fun to do! HAHHA! : D BYEBYE! 4 more days and still counting! :D

Love,
WENHUI!

2008-11-26T04:56:00.000-08:00

A zi lian photo to show the whole world! :D

Hey, going to talk to Cheryl online. Hahaha, cos she seems soo sad and depressed now. So, im gonna ask her what happened, but she's quarelling now, so i asked her to win. HAHHA! Funny! Okay, i have smth to rant about! But let me say some stuffs first lah! :D Today, you went to hops. for wound cleaning! :D How was it? I cannot stand wounds being cleaned, cos it's very painful, and gross. Hahahha! (x Anw, it's over now! Okay, tmr is GZ GRADING EXAM! It's sooo going to scare the hell of me. Hahha, no lah. Actually not very scared, cos we've been through this for 2 times! :D It's time for me to get used? Hahaha! (x But, im scared tt after i see the judge, then i forget everything. Im very scared i will like that. Sometimes im like tt one leh! )': Okay, let's hope everything goes well! :D

I've just quarelled with my sister over the toilet. Okay, i was in the wrong, but i won't let her WIN. That's ME. She chopped to use the outside toilet, but she ALWAYS use the inside toilet! >:( So i qiao her door, and told her to go another toilet, cos im gonna use that. And then it went on and on. And she was like saying i've never ever let her win before. Everytime she and my bro quarel, she'll let him win. Then i told her that, tt's her and not me. So we quarelled till bible there. Haha. But i still win after that luhh. You know, i've always thought tt my sis was right. Although she's smaller and younger than me, her thinking and actions are soo much more mature than mine. Whereas, i look like im younger than her, not physically, but mentally. I can say that im like the worst in the family. Haha, you know, i started saying vulgarities in sec ONE. (: Then i somehow influenced my bro and younger sis. SEE! I teached them bad things. -.- Then, im also the stupidest in my family- studies. (: But i've alr accepted the fact! :D Haha, and my younger sis always let me win no matter what. And whenever we're quarelling, there'll always be a vulgarity coming out from my mouth. See how influencial Satan is? Hahaha! Im alr trying to stop saying all these, but once you've started saying, you can't stop. Really, just like cigarettes. (: Hhaha, maybe it's abit exaggerating, but it's like that, for me. Yeah, and my sis even said that i read bible, but i dont do it, whereas she doesn't read, and does it. Just ask her to STFU! I did follow okay, and i did it. Some small little actions only lah. Doesn't mean she dont see it then i didnt do right. Ohh, whatever, Thanks for the blog to rant, i dont wanna rant at my blog, cos my sisters can see. Haha, i hope they wont come here! :D 11! Goodbye; 5 more days and still counting! :D

Love,

wenhui

2008-11-25T04:32:00.000-08:00

:D Yay, helping Valerie blogging again! :D HAHAH! 2nd day helping her blog! :D Now, i hope her injuries are getting better huh! HAHA! I know you fear and hate bathing now, VALERIE! Eww, so dirty! HAHAH! MADD! Im like talking to myself AGAIN! -.- Im so crazy! HAHAH! See, even ry ask you to take care! :D Gz grading exam is coming soon! ): Wish us luck manzxz! :D HAhAH! Hmm, what should i say? I ave nth to say, except that, I MISS NB! ): HAHAHAH! Im not blaming youu! (: Im soo excited for you to make up your choice, after you're backkkk! (x hahahaha! Come on, come back faster! >:( Anw, have fun! I promise to blog longer the next time! HAHAHA! SORREH! :D 6 more days and still counting! (:

Love,

WENHUI!

2008-11-23T19:22:00.001-08:00

Hello everybody. I am helping Valerie to keep her blog sooo alive that, i MIGHT be helping her to blog everyday, if i have the time to use com! :D Okay, there's BAD NEWS about Valerie. )': She fell down ytd night, i think. And her chin andd knee was bleeding. And they might leave scar, according to Valerie. ): TSKK! How come like thatt! I told her to take care of herself alr! >:( What to do now? And she took a jab at the local hosp. there. And she said it was very painful, and she cried like hell. I can imagine it lah, hur. WHAT TO DOO! Idk what to say to her lehh. Well, these are just the perfect plans of God for her, through this trip! I hope she gets to learn something through these injuries, and they get HEALED SOON! (: Take care, valerie! :D 7 more days, and still counting! (x

Love,
WENHUI!

2008-11-22T05:03:00.000-08:00

Hello,so that wasn't my last post!:D Okay so I've decided to blog a little before I leave:/ even though mission trip this time might not sound as interesting as last year,there are somethings I wish i could fufill when I'm in malaysia!
1.Serve God and to be able to tuouch the lives of the kids
2.Be able to be a stronger christian myself
3.Step out of my comfort zone and reach out to the people who wants to know God better
4.HAVE FUN!:D and learn not to be petty!

Haha so these are my obectives. Hopefully i can buy pre-paid there and sms!:D Okay,i'm in a rush now cuz my dad is coming home soon after picking my sis. Dinner-ed at NewyorkNewyork just now at AMK hub,it was super crowded! Haha and i ate alot! After that,we went to NTUC for awhile but my bro was unhappy about some stuff so,he just walked off to go home on his own! Tsk,i was about to ask my mom to buy me the PINK and PURPLE FBTs la. All his fault! Whatever,so i guess I wont be blogging for the next 9 days! And Wenhui keeps claiming that I sound as if i'm gonna die! Anyway, I wish those taking guzheng grading exams the VERY BEST and God bless!:D

Wenhui:Remember to pray before going in!:D You cand fdo it. Dont be overly-anxious!:o Haha get ready to recieve NB kay! :D Love you! I think your mouth is larger than mine!:F

love,
val

2008-11-21T17:39:00.000-08:00

Haha i received a lot of photos yesterday,so I'm gonna upload it all now(: Went to Sentosa yesterday,it was fun to the max. And i didnt mean to scream when the gross stuff hit my leg! We watched Beverly Hills Chihuahua yesterday,it was okay! But I dont really like animals,so i didnt enjoy the movie as much as Wenhui! Hahaha,but i love love love old chang kee!:D Haha and my Heaven and Earth Green Tea! I'm sure i'm gonna catch Winx club! Maybe after missions,no time already! My slippers are still nicer la! Tsk,and oh our food was contaminated by sand,all wenhui's fault! See whether she gets food poisoning today:D After reaching home,I went out again with my bro-who-just-pinched-my-nose and bought a tee:) Okay I think this will be my last post till i go for missions!:D Bye,everyone! I need to pack my luggage soon!:D Yay!
Sentosa on 21.11.08(Wenhui!)

Pics from 17.11.08(Alicia!)

love,
val!

2008-11-20T07:09:00.000-08:00

I've decided to blog cuz i'm boredddddddddd,like really! everyone stop doing what you are doing and talk to me!
Wenhui,stop farting and talk to me!
Cedric,stop gaming and talk to me!
Jh,stop eating chocolates and talk to me!

Aiya,stupid! I cant wait for tomorrow and Sunday! Zomg.

love,
val!

2008-11-19T20:32:00.000-08:00

hello(: I've decided to give cca a skip this week even though i'm not going for the following lesson(malacca 23nov-1dec) But I never pon okay,cuz I'm really not feeling well. I have very little sleep recently plus,all those outings,i'm dying!): I think i'm gonna buy pullover and shoes with Kor tomorrow cuz he wanna buy for malacca trip damn ! He's very rich now anyway. He can buy anthing,tsk but he'll never buy for me! I know it! I still have piano afterwards,oh man! My head is spinning,but my teacher will NOT allow me to skip piano! Omggggg,DIE!

P.S. I've decided to pack my bag tonight cuz I feel like. A sudden urge. Yay,so proud of myself. i think i'm gonna buy more clothes though:/ tomorrow. Super tired! i shall find a pic that cheers me up!

love,

val!

2008-11-18T06:20:00.001-08:00

hey,I went shopping today! Super fun,with Alicia. I still prefer to shop alone:D but i bought lots of stuff,quite satisfied but i still have alot of things to buy! i shall go back to shop on my own after missions:D I spent some unecessary money though! Haha! (editted) I just came back from tuition,so yesterday was fun! And I was familiar faces in bugis! Omg,so embarassing. I saw Nicole at Sasa,while I was doing day make up! Haha,okay going to watch movie soon! Prayer meeting tonight! No one's going. Tskkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

love,
val!

2008-11-17T17:36:00.000-08:00

Hola everyone! I had a news! Bad news for me,good news for others! I've gained weight! Omgeee,it's time to lose weight don't you agree?:/ Ohhhhhhhhh man,I think I've been eating lots of junk these few days during the hols &
I AM REALLLLLLY GROWING FAT!
I'm so dead. Gosh maybe i should consider having lower arm muscles. Hmmm,sounds good man! So many people wants me to grow fat,but i really dont want to! So,
LOSE WEIGHT!

love,
val!

2008-11-17T06:54:00.000-08:00

Today was such a boring day,i promise. Online-tuition-piano-online-people coming over! It's really annoying and Wenhui cant come online,like wth! Stupid Cedric,ignore me and i will never say his legs are nice again! and he said i was petty,like what everone told me!
I HAVE TO CHANGE,VALERIE HAS TO CHANGE AND KICK HER HORRIBLE HABIT!
Darn!
And he's playing games now,so ignore me! Ass. Come online people,come online!

Going shopping tomorrow,maybe with ali i dont know! Haha going shopping alone is cool to the max!:D Right! Anyway,i love to admire peoples' legs and stare at them! Haha mission trip's packing list is up! Hohoho,everyone start packing,and re-packing! That's dumb!

Continue talking to myself tomorrow,BYE!:D

love,
val!

2008-11-16T02:34:00.000-08:00

Asshole! I know who posted the previous post,hacker! Hahaha,i just came back from church training,was okay! I'm looking forward to missions man,just that my group comprises mainly of sec4s girls! Hmmm,i just praised e's legs! Omg nice! And he doesnt shave. He even said that i cannot keep looking later s jealous! Shit la. Stop hacking into my blog! I'm such a pig! Hahahahaha i like that joke!:D

love,
val!

2008-11-15T05:28:00.000-08:00

Today, was quite a good day! :D I went to church and met! Was super happy! HAHAHAHAH! I felt so blissed! hehe! (: I shall stop here! Byebye everybody! I am a PIG! *Oink!*

2008-11-14T04:12:00.001-08:00

Hey yes! I'm HAPPY cuz i passed my test,and so I can go shopping on Tuesday!:D Yay,okay blah blah blah blah blah i'm bored! I copied and paste cedric=retard a hundred times! Tell me i'm good!:D

love,

val!

2008-11-13T16:44:00.000-08:00

Hey,I've been blogging recently. And I'm super happy cuz I sorta found a buyer for my guitar! Yay,thanks to The Sunday Times! I recieved an email yesterday from my cousin and she sent us a photo of how we looked 4 years ago,which i was...15-4=11,primary 5! I think i look the same,but i found something really interesting!:D
See that I was the same height as my brother! I think in kindergarten,I was taller than him. Super cool right!

2008-11-13T01:55:00.000-08:00

Photos for 12 Nov outing! I still like my hair colour,but the freaking spray sucks big time!):

Darn!

2008-11-12T05:28:00.000-08:00

helloooooooooooooo world! Thanks for making my day today lovelies!:D I had much fun,went to Ceni to moviee,and eat and walk around. Saw many people,pretty annoying. The worst part was the movie,I was sitting at the CORNER and this group of guys,so annoying and inconsiderate. They were laughing so loudly,insulting ZAC EFRON and Vanessa Hudgens,damn loserzzzzzz. And worse still,they spilled their SPRITE on ME and RY and didnt even say sorry. Cursing and swearing was what they did throughout the movie! but anyway,i TSK-ED them and that freakin' guy stared at me. They gave comments like, omg i think he should shave his armpit hair?!" and said "walao!!" when they were singing! Loserzzz i'm very disappointed with ting wenhui!): MOVIEEE! Kay shall upload the photos in ry's cam when she sends me!:D

xoxo,
val!

2008-11-11T16:37:00.000-08:00

I shall blog before the outing today. I dont know whether i shoud go if i should go today,cuz i'm not feeling quite well ): Haha,I like going online,I just realised! Yay going shopping soon!:D everyone please wake up and get ready to go!

love,
val!

2008-11-09T17:20:00.000-08:00

Hey friends! I've checked out the suitable showtimes for High School Musical3 for Wednesday(: Please make use of the details and decide beforehand.
Plaza Singapura- 1pm/3pm
Bugis-1.15pm/3.45pm
Vivo-1.3opm/3pm

okay,you guys may decide the timings on my tagboard. I have to rush off for tuition!:D
* oh,i'm eating chicken pie (:

love,
val!

2008-11-05T06:24:00.000-08:00

Haha since you wanna know the funny thing,i shall write it here!:D
okay just now after i bathe,i heard some noises outside my toilet,and i knew it was my bro!
so I ignored,then he asked me to hurry cuz my 9pm show has started,then i was like okaykay.
when i tried to open the door,i couldnt cuz my bro taped up the whole frigging door,and i was like super scared. OMG,i pushed open the door and the door is now spoilt.
wth,he used the masking tape to tape up the door la! and he always turn off the lights when 'm bathing,then i'll scream very loudly and the lights will be back very soon!

okay the end!:D

love
val!

2008-11-04T06:13:00.000-08:00

I decided to blog since i'm not doing much except for msn-ing:D walao there's no one online where's everyone?!

oh guess what! i just slipped and fall,cuz the floor was superrrrrrrr slippery,and Yuni didnt warn me. Argh,my leg hurts,darn!

Tsk,oh i think there's something wrong with me! I've been talking to myself too much recently!:/ How? Okay stop talking to myself,it's really annoying val!

Kay i'm alone in the dining hall agan. sheeeeez.

Shant talk to myself anymore:F

love,

val!

2008-11-02T07:59:00.000-08:00

actually i wanted to sleep but i was talking to jh and cedric online. i swear jh is damn nice,even though he's my new friend but he's super nice. I told him i hate to listen to songs at night cuz it feels eerie and he sent me a song before he went offline.

The Cab-take my hand

Calm your nerves now
Don't worry
Just breathe
Are you sure now
Don't bother packing
Just leave

Said they wanted change
I hope that
You remain the same
To show that
This is not a game
Lets end this tragedy today

Chorus
Now take my hand
And we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy
It's over. it's over. it's over.

Lay down with me
Let me hold you
Baby just breathe
This is ending and we will get through eventually

Said they wanted change
I hope that
You remain the same
To show that this is not a game
We'll end this tragedy today

Chorus
Now take my hand
And we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy
It's over. it's over. it's over.

Take my hand
And we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy
It's over. it's over. it's over now.

We wont be apart of
We wont be apart of this
We wont be apart of
We wont be apart of this
We wont be apart of
We wont be apart of this
We wont be apart of
We wont, we wont.

Chorus
Take my hand
And we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy
It's over. it's over. it's over.

Now take my hand
And we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy
It's over. it's over. it's over.

Take my hand
And we will run away
Down to this place that I know
How did this night become the enemy
It's over. it's over. it's over.

We wont be apart of
We wont be apart of this
We wont be apart of
We wont, we wont.

thanks! leaving soon goodnight!:D

2008-11-02T07:00:00.000-08:00

I've decided to blog a little,since I have nothing to do other than talking to friends online and thinking of what to include in the joke book:D
oh,first of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUYUAN!
kay,shall blog about what I did today cuz i really have nothing to say;
right,so churched and well,i forgot to give offering cuz my bag was so far and i was lazy! Haha,oh i did the powerpoint till 1130 last night but i saved under the wrong file,i was like,dammit shit! Gosh,cedric and benjamin was like -.- so dumb la,I did for so long and save under the wrong file but thank goodness my bro brought me the right one!:D
oh then we did the evangelism cube for sunday school and was brainstorming on jokes to put in the joke book! Haha and i've thought of one and it's
Q:CEDRIC!
A: hahaha!
OKAY I THINK MY JOKE IS THE ULTIMATE,and i swear i'm gonna kill him if he's gonna lose more weight! e's uber thin and eats alot,so he's fatty1!

i shall stop here for today!:D my cam's awaiting.

love,
val!

2008-11-01T07:57:00.000-07:00

THANKS WENHUI FOR MAKING MY DAY! & yes i want haagen dazs!:D

love,

val!

Idk why,but i've been very lazy to update my blog lately,so i thought to just leave it this way!:D Haha i shall blog since i was forced to. Erm photos then!

2008-10-28T18:05:00.000-07:00

Hey i'll be home the whole today and it's gonna be uber boring!:( and i can't wait for friday! Haha so exciting! okay there's hi-5 later on okto! must watch uh,that's the way to conquer boredom!:D oh well gotta rush my darnnnnn homework cuz mission trip is coming and i can't wait! Yay i cant wait to leave the country! And i'm going there for the right reasons!:D Yes,let me repeat,today's gonna be a boring day cuz i really have nothing to do!Shall watch some videos. Can someone please help me charge my i-pod!D: it's so annoying la,cuz the battery's running low! and i used it the whole night!:o

love,
val!

2008-10-23T20:53:00.000-07:00

hey my dad has signed my report card! i'm quite relieved cuz i took alot of courage to pass it to him. He asked me so many questions and he wants me to have more tuition which i feel it's okay,reasonable. oh well,but who can tutor with me? okay,i'm so sad. guzheng later,i dont feel like going at all. all i wanna do is to lock myself in the room and cry,cuz i always cant control my tears when it comes to seeing my results. people all judge me differently,when i told them that i was gonna retain. it's weird but i have to accept the fact that i AM STUPID.
for example,i tell them "i'm gonna retain" their reply:-
brother: huh expected what! aiya just retain la,so stupid still wanna take o's next year.
wenhui: huh you wont retain. Trust God you surely wont la.
alicia: i'm very sure you wont retain,oh how many subjects you fail?
cedric:fatty you are gonna retain? okay i pray for you. erm,meanwhile you must get along with the sec2s this year,make friends with them.
xw: you wont la,your results are much better than HER la.
yilin: huh you retain? then'll surely retain! ahhh,so embarassing!

so you see? everyone thinks that i might retain:/ aiya i was so shocked that i didnt retain. okay when i told my dad the results he was like,okay?! i think he's just speechless. Now i've to convince my mom that i can conentrate studying,so that i can get my PSP:D

love,
val!

2008-10-22T06:55:00.001-07:00

Actually i was planning to forget about this blog 'czuse to me,it's really meaningless. I dont understand why people can get on with life without any worries and yet,i cant. Or should i say i'm not fitted to have. In times of my troubles i usually turn to my closest friends and true enough,i needed a source of strength from my beloved friends and most importantly,God.

Tomorrow is results day,and obviously with all my borderline passes,i ought to feel worried,but this is then you realise who are your true friends. i would like to thank 2 special friends of mine

1. TWH!

-thanks for all the encouragement you have given to me and hopefully i wont retain! even if do,i will be able to taek it well cuz i do know myself well enough. i know whether ill retain or not,so i shall just wait and see. Thank you for helping me so much,i can never thank you enough yeah!

2.Cedric

-you dont read my blog i know but i just wanna type it out as a form of acknowleadgement that you are really a wonderful friend.You told me to just put my trust in God and through your words,yes i've learnt to relax more. You told me so much and in the same way,i cant thank you enough! Oh man thanks FATTY!

i feel really priveledged to have such wonderful friends and it's then i realise how much my classmates mean to me. and if i retain,i hope 4B1 09' will continue to strive hard,remain as enthusiasic and have the determination.

I LOVE 3B1,and perhaps I might not be with you guys next year!

love,

val!

2008-10-21T05:06:00.001-07:00

OMG,hols are coming! ): i really hate hols cuz i know my dad is coming home soon,to scold me! i'm VERY VERY VERY scared! ): oh man! i know he's gnna scold just that i dont know what are the adjectives he's gonna use! aiya just DIE la! i'm gonna stop blogging from now till after i get scolded. oh shit!
on the other hand,i might be going to Sentosa and shopping spree with A! Yay she's damn annoying she's working and obviously she's richer,still compare! Arse. hurry,money come to me please! Haha,i wanna work too!
okay,i gotta go! bye! :D

2008-10-16T03:45:00.000-07:00

hey,i'm suppsed to blog but call me LAZY! guzheng tomorrow,shiat! Shall practise later:D

2008-10-06T05:57:00.000-07:00

i'm not in the mood to blog now. dined at pizza hut and talked alot!
i think i ought to shut my trap!
accept the money yo! it's freaking 20bucks?!
haha i'm talknig to cool! :D
innovation week bores me.
i learnt to appreciate my friends!

love,
val

2008-10-04T00:23:00.000-07:00

shit i'm beginning to hate blogging:/ everything just doesnt seem right today. Tsk,i'm at home today so bored. I'm very angry with this bucnch of bitches,made me so angry with them,such a waste of my energy! Darn it! i wanna go out for dinner:D i think i'm too bored that's why i'm blogging. i think 'm too bored that's why i'm scolding these people. i think i'm too bored cuz everyone's turning away from me. Fuck! Someone tells me to stop blogging,i think i should.

turn away from evil.

love,

val

2008-09-30T05:26:00.000-07:00

Oh yes,according Nicholas(Jiahui) even if we do badly for our o levels,we can be an apple farmer in New Zealand! :D cuz you can earn lotsa money-NZ64!

:F really meh,i wanna be!

Val then asked,how long does it take to plant an apple tree? You think the farmer so dumb uh,pay you just to plug apples? Crazy. Hahaha! (true huh!)

No la,the farmers are all as lazy,like me! Haha that's the dumbest thing I heard,and he wanna study overseas.

Eh,easy money leh! :D

He's mad,indeed.

2008-09-30T05:12:00.000-07:00

Oh darn it! I've been so pissed off recently till I cant concentrate on my studies-I'll probably retain. At all times,the notes stare at me with so many scribbles on it,and I'll stare back at it,you friggin' notes,stop forcing me! Something has been troubling me so much,that made me cant sleep,cant even rest and concentrate with studies. Uh,i should just forget about it and delete that damn photo from that phone.

Went shopping awhile today after school,spent 50bucks i'm damn broke:/ ohmygoshesss,I feel so cheated cuz the movie tix raised their prices by $2.50! shitty. Oh well i'm refraining from seafood and i have to go for hike tomorrow,i'm not in the mood i need to get over it! F-!

My i-pod died on me a few days ago and i'm damn lazy to charge that old hag! Tsk, you go and charge. I've been in a damn bad mood recently so i hate it when people tries to disturb me;cuz it pisses me off big time!

Cca sjould just fly and get lost! wheeshhh,stupid sec2s go and pon lessons. Even i dont dare to la,wth. Lao1 shi1 is just gonna kill you all,and us on Friday with his viscious mood >:(

Mum owes me money,and i'm rwally in need of it:) but,my mom doesnt owe twh anything!:D toooo bad. Mamma-mia!

Shitarse friend stealer,just go away and eat your freakin' banana,

Bye loser!

love,

val

2008-09-05T09:04:00.000-07:00

i'm done with my physics blog so proud with myself! :D thanks to steph too.
oh i guess isnt my birthday anymore but i'll still like to say this. thanks to those people who sms-ed called msn me commented me to wish me a happy birthday! thanks! :D haha,so happy!

erm,waison and wens came to my house to give me a surprise but in the end,i wasn't even scared cuz waiyee scared the wrong person. she scared my brother! haha so her plan was kinda screwed! :o so funnehhhhh. oh i think those people who gave me presents put in alot of effort and i do appreciate it xD they bought me a cake too,and some really gross octopus balls so yeah! i do appreciate their efforts:/
kay,i like best friend's gift and note! thanks!:D

off to bed,
bye.

love,
val!

2008-09-03T17:19:00.000-07:00

hola i've decided to write a short post before going for guzheng): i cant really memorize the song so it's really pek! >:( kay i'm not really done with my hw,so it's really frustrating! need to study rel soon! okay ,gonna do my physics blog now:D
bye!

2008-08-28T21:41:00.000-07:00

school has FINALLY come to an end!:D

shall watch a cartoon before going out. cheers! i want to invite more people to my blog,just that i dont know how,babeh how?!

OMGOSHHH,i cant wait for HSM3 to be screened! maybe i shuld go overseas to watch:D Yay! i wanna watch,please! i dont know why,but i'm not looking forward to my birthday at all why?

love,

val

2008-08-27T04:01:00.001-07:00

I'M SOOOO HAPPY! :D SCHOOL HOLS ARE COMING!
Haha i really cant wait to go out and spend my birthday! Yay! ohmy goodness getting back report book tomorrow even though i know my results,i somehow feel veh nervous! sigh i'm just gonna die tomorrow! ): ehhhh,i cant wait to shop this hols and i'm looking forward to mission trip,like suddenly so yeah! oh i screwed up chinese oral today,hou lao shi was adjusting her skirt and i was rather distracted,and YC said i talked really loudly. so embarassing,it reflects her! ohmygosh,so scary! >:( shit.

what i plan to do this hols;
-SHOPSHOPSHOP!
-study?(like wth?!)
-replenish my sleep
-hang around like,really

that's all.i'm bored.

love,
val

2008-08-26T02:00:00.000-07:00

heyya i'm here to bog again! :D this is getting boring): ohhh man! i'm still considering whether i should go for missions,and i'm talking to VAERIE TAN YAN TING asking her whether she's going but she has o's so if she doesnt go i'll be a lonely chap again! :B i wanna go then i can dont take grading exam maybe i still have to take,i dont know la! tsk,
MISSIONS OR GRADINGEXAM?
MISSIONS OR GRADINGEXAM?
MISSIONS OR GRADING EXAM?

God,please tell me!:D

love,
val

My love to wai yee! :D

2008-08-23T06:09:00.000-07:00

waison's FAT LEGS!
:D
this is the picture of the day! HAHA! (x

HELLO EVERYBODY! hahaha. i am a FATTY, so FATTY is here to wish waison a happy birthday:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAISON, I LOVE YOU, BABEHH!

HAHAH! OKAY LAH! I'M ACTUALLY TING WEN HUI, FROM 3D1, HELPING VALERIE TO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WAISON! HEE. (:

WAI YEE, YOU better come and see our blog and say thank you! hahaha. just kidding! :D
so funny! i can't wait for valerie to see this on her blog! :D hey, i cant find anymore unglams of wai, so i put these pics. haha! (:

baby! my job is DONE! :D i hope you liked it. HAHAH! (x

love,

wenhui Y + VALERIE ( it spells valerie) HAHAH! Y

2008-08-22T07:32:00.000-07:00

heyya i got back most of my results today and oh well it's just too disappointing to be revealed. even if i reveal it,no one will know right! :D haha went to seoul garden today with waiyee and wenhui it was utterly embarassing i tell you. no words can describe. haha but it was fun! :D got a wallet i've wanted but not of a desirable condition that's so sad babeh! okay since as requested and as well-guessed i'm here to post about BELLY;WAISON! :D say YES! out loud. okay none of you all win okay! :D

haha waiyee is a cute and innocent girl who is always helping her friends in time of need. look at her kind face-->

okay,the other side of her: Waiyee is a girl whois rather talkative and goes really mad at times. she just cant control her mouth and talks like a machine like" Ahhhh,crajjiiiiii!"the crazy side of her-->

OKAY I SHALL CONTINUE TOMORROW,WISHING WAISON A HAPPY BIRTHDAY. bye babehhh! :D

love,

val!

2008-08-21T04:54:00.000-07:00

hey babeh,this post is specilally dedicated to one of my bfs TAN RUYUAN! :D she is so nice i cant take it! i know how you found out,i wont blame you! thanks alot for your encouragement,love you! :D

2008-08-19T05:49:00.000-07:00

omg i have so few posts): so sad. tsk i feel like such a loser,everyone treats me differently,excuse me i didnt do that on purpose you guys always think i'm the bad person but c'mon i'm a victim too okay! stop blaming me! i dont care you are doing whatever you say that we are doing. do you think that is right then? think,just think before you talk please. thank you! guzheng today was just crap,no fun no thing,absolutely. i'm veh angry no one told me about friday's outing you all ignore me is it? i know i'm like one of the least significant but please,at least sms me about the arrangement? maybe i wont wanna go see first:/ i rather stay at home then to spend this agonizing time): please i'm hating this more and more. i shall go and study! :F what picture should i put? hmmmm:/haha wenhui your smile really makes my day :D ILY! FATTY.

love,

val!

2008-08-18T05:09:00.000-07:00

hola i'm back to blogging! :D i was so freakin' sad when i saw a tear in that wallet! and whatsmore it was the last peice so i have to wait for the new stocks to come in,in a few days): with that money i bought necklace,earrings,and bangles which was quite satisfying. Met Sara after gz photo taking then we went to change. i cant wait for the wallet in wisma to appear:F english presentation tomorrow i'm nervous cuz i havent prepared gahhhhhh:/ kill me la. i think i'm being too lazy cuz i have been going out so often. i think i grew fatter la,but leah lum and deborah chua dont believe. dont believe la,i show you next time! i wanna go already,to study! cya:D HOT PINK! :D

i still like this photo better. hmph:/

love,

val

2008-08-15T07:34:00.000-07:00

common tests are finally OVER! so happy like i'm finally so relieved,but i know i've definitely screwed up my add-math! rahhh,my hatred for add-math is getting deeper and it's really getting on my nervessss. goodness i'm really pissed off with someone viewing my blog i think i should just put it private! haha i'm just just so glad this week's sunday schol practice is settled,common tests are over,guzheng is over for the week and tomorrow's gonna be an exciting day! wheeeee,i'm damn freakin' excited! :D :D :D :D :D guzheng today was just full of crap i told my parents about what happened,they smiled. even though many things happened but i wanna laugh at a few things,specially at tracy's uplifted socks,running away from lao3 shi1 when he was stopping me when he saw me running away,waiyee's madness! HAHAHA OMG DAMN RETARDED! i hate watching moviesssssssssssssssssssssss!): tsk.tsk.tsk.tsk.sheeeeeeeeeeeet!
gonna replenish my sleep soon,bye!

picture for the day:

love,
val!

Friends really make my day! :D

2008-08-09T07:58:00.001-07:00

hey i know i'm not supposed to blogging but i was really really tempted to blog about this! :D haha i think my guzheng friends are really my best friends! :D love y'all! *ignore the fact that my face is pretty white! ):

love,

val

2008-08-08T01:04:00.000-07:00

heyya i'm here to blog even thoughi know i'm not supposed to. all wenhui's fault okay! she asked me to grab the pictures so eah here it is! cometh think of it wenhui is DAMN right! my face was soooo white during the performance,ohmygoodness so ugly! and i couldnt cover the pimple! (waison has a pinple at the same spot!) haha how great! haha this pics really make my day!:D 我真得很开心！

love,

val

2008-08-02T01:02:00.000-07:00

yesterday sucked. today is better. higher hopes for tomorrow！：D

Friday-yesterday really sucked. got back papers;did okay. but afternoon i got scolded like hell, i couldn't control my tears, there was stinging pain at my eyes. i hated guzheng then and now when i learn to like it, it turned its back against me! oh well was talking to my cousin online then my com died on me!: didnt bother to go back. haha but this morning she left me instant msges and she was talking to herself. she was like :reply reply la! then after 1 minute: bye then! then i scolded her,why you spam? then talk to yourself?! hahaha i was just kidding though:/ that was how Friday blues ended! ):

Saturday-had tuition early in the morning woke up at like 7.15! my sis was shaking me so vigorously that my head was spinning! goodness me went for tuition waited for 317 for 25 mins. now that i know how to write formal letter,i must complain to SBS. luckily i walked fast enough i reached there 2 mins late! :D haha after which i went dhoby for a short shopping trip alone. spent 30bucks:D i think shopping alone is very cool cuz i think i decide things much faster i bought 3 presents in less than 2 hours,TELL ME I'M GOOD! :D i walked home from mrt super satisfied with my rewards! :D haha going there tomorrow! :) today was not too bad! :/

sunday-i'm sure it'll be betterrrrr! :D haha so positive huh! sss practice tomorrow! :D :D

love(cannot add a comma after signing off)

val

2008-08-01T04:46:00.000-07:00

shit.

2008-07-31T04:34:00.000-07:00

haha havent been blogge awhile! life's been really busy,like a roller coaster! ）： whoa, i'm so tired of studying cuz no matter how much i study i dont seem to be passing anything! SIGH! everytime i type shit,it will appear like that **** so annoying! haha i think i need to study later,and practise guzheng! haha i got caught for my hair today and so i have to really tie very very very very very high! so weird,gotta go bye! :D

love,
val

2008-07-25T17:03:00.000-07:00

heyya,I'm so oh-oh-oh-so bored! tsk,as in it's a bright and early morning and I'm blogging and yes,i have tuition later ): ohmygoodness,i have tons of homework this week l. so stressed! guzheng yesterday was okay,i played the worst as usual! i really cannot play the guzheng and i feel so sad,scared,frustrated i dont know! erm,i shall watch a movie later,cuz i haven't been making full use of the com ever since there was such a word "TESTS" existing in my vocab! what movie shall i watch? i might be going out with my friend(s) this Saturday i' so looking forward to it,i'm probably deprived of friends that's why! :D haha but i'm quite excited cuz i need to get presents for some poeple! :D okay i just got another $10 from the sec4 farewell guzheng thingy! oh my,i feel so much happier with some money. i wanna drink bubble tea later,so nice! (: i'm the auntie's regular customer even though it's a far walk from my house! like 15 mins. the ice-cream man outside my house is so loud and nice okay and i think old people are very cute la. some quite pitiful. okay,what am i talking about? oh i wanna go read my storybook! :D bye,friends!

love,

val!

2008-07-24T00:43:00.000-07:00

shucks i nearly failed my e-math and i'm like the only one who got a single digit in class! omg this is the worst day,actually not really. cuz ms kok always arrange the marks in order and i expected mine to be the last,so i wasnt that frustrated. i just feel that i'm really dumb cuz such a simple test and i got the last in class whereas half of the class got full marks! tsk,this is really getting on my nerves! omg,guzheng tomorrow,and i'm going for EXTRA i'm sure! but anyway, i have to admit that i'm lousy in guzheng! ): and in studies. aiya,life's getting more and more meaningless because i sleep for hours, study in school and there goes my weekdays:/ weekends taken up by tuition and teevee and stoning and the night falls i sleep! sunday lessons and lessons and prepare for monday lesson! how can life be like that?! goodness,i have no life! :F i tihnk i lack sleep like seriously i wanna HIBERNATE! haha so fun and cool and exciting! haha just let the world leave me alone from everyone else!

haha i found out something! something really that taken me aback! ): i need to sleep! i wanna be fatter,nah thinner,i dont know! or i should just maintain where i am now:D

*told you my eyes are small!

love,

val

2008-07-19T23:24:00.001-07:00

today is a HAPPY day,cuz steph is finally online! i'm super duper happy! omg omg so happy la! church was as usual,until i met steph online, she misses me! :D haha okay.she's gonna call me on my birthday and im most looking forward to her call! haha a very strange question from me to her was whether she has an accent, and you cant believe her answer! haha i'm so so happy! :D :D :D :D :D :D she didnt call me to send her off cuz her flight was 6 in the morning and she didnt wanna wake me up so yeah!

erm i shall talk about the musical that took place yesterday(: went with ruyuan wenhui and rc. it was fun! :D haha went to yoshinoya,yes and i have the cleanest bowl! yes i win,i know my mama and papa are proud of me:D haha took pictures then went back with wenhui! haha so fun we were like playing in the train; greeting everybody in the train and telling them BYE-BYE. so funneh!:D then i talked very loudly.when i said bye-bye,damn it! an uncle looked at me as though i was insane! :D damn irritating la,then wenhui and i stoped at boon keng and potong pasir to take pics so here they are;

love,

val

2008-07-19T06:07:00.000-07:00

wenhui! why are you not online?! so irritating i'm waiting for you to come online to blog about the pictures! stupid i want the peek-tures la!:D haha,HURRY! tsk, i will definitely blog today cuz today was really fun,to go out with GUZHENG CLIQUE! :D

love,
val

2008-07-18T08:28:00.000-07:00

hey! :D today is a SAD day alright! i meant lessons were fine and all,but when it came to the afternoon things start to happen and i hate it too okay! school was okay except for the fact that we have 2 tests today that both required long writing. i dont know why,but recently i feel my head spinning,whoa damn pain la,especially during lit test. i couldnt think properly la. but i hated everything today.

guzheng was scary today,when lesson started,a new marked beginning. laoshi kept suaning me i hate it okay! very irritating la,then i was like looking down cuz i dont know whether i should smile or just ignore! learnt 3 news songs today and i was like, OMG lousy! LOUSIER THAN WENHUI,SEE THIS OKAY! I COULDNT HOLD MY HAND PROPERLY and my position is really bad. aiya, i really think that i'm going out of syf so sec3s in our level must really work hard! i remember last year, when lao shi was testing us, he told me harshly," i dont think you will be participating in syf." disappointment i guess but i have to admit the fact that i'm lousy okay!

shucks tomorrow is the musical and i have nothing to wear! ): i don tknow what should i do,maybe not go! i hope tomorrow will turn out well and spend our time well and happily!:D

oh thought of my crush today,like when i went past the church i wanted to cry i dont know why! ): so sad la. i'm sad!

love,

val

2008-07-17T00:18:00.000-07:00

hello i'm in school now waiting for guzheng to start! :D haha wenhui's next to me and she purposely dont wanna say hello to me! haha, i found out that wenhui's a big fat pig cuz she CANNOT blog properly! ): tsk, i havent studied for anything la! okay i';m going to study after i get home tonight cuz tomorrow got a lot of tests-lit and english! omg, so many la. haha i'm wearing my specs now and i asked peijin to wear with me! okay i dont know what to say and i'm beginning to hate blogginmg okay! going out tomorrow after cca to buy a dress for musical. rather excited but if i really cant get one, or find one, i'll just wear my purple lian clothes with leggings! ): tsk, i dont feel like going for musical without anything to wear! okay i think i need to go for guzheng soon./ anyway i like this keyboard,so nice okay! :D I'M HAPPY; SEC3 LESSON STARTS TOMORROW! ): ): ): ):
love,
val!

2008-07-06T19:24:00.000-07:00

hey i'm here to blog again,but not a very long one cuz i've yet to recieve the photos from my uncle! :D haha, nvm i have some photos though,taken from my cousin's camera. haha, went to MGS for their dance night on saturday. i rushed there right after tuition! but it's really worth watching la. they had a million practices according to my cousin. performance was on sat,they had practice till 9 every night,and she was really very tired after the performance. they got a gold-with-honours for SYF last year,and their damnce was really awesome,and indeed they deserve to get it! i shall add in some more photos once i get it but for now,

FYI, my cousin is the girl in the middle for the last photo! :)

love,

val

2008-07-03T08:10:00.000-07:00

i'm super duper sad cuz within 2 hours i was scolded so many times,verbally and thru' sms. i was damn fed up,and just turned on the bloody phone. the reasons i've got scolded for is really making me feel so stressed up,disturbed and displeased.
1. not practising piano.
2.not practising guzheng for that particular day.
3. for setting my darn tuition at the wrong time.
4.for not planning worship team one week beforehand.
5. the sandflies bites.
i feel so damn sad, pissed off and disturbed because i do have my reasons for not doing the followings. i didnt have a choice,chemistry test tomorrow and i had to spend time to do so juggle all these things. i'm not a machine, i'm not a robot. stop forcing me to do things that i cannot do within seconds. that is far beyond everyone's limit. piano is not my talent. to me, it's just a chore. i had no time to practise for homework and revision what more, spning time on something i'm not interested in. i did not practise guzheng because i practised a day before and what?! just a day of rest from guzheng because of test,it's that a crime? dance concert this sat and i have tuition before that. i didnt have a choice either. you think i want my tuition to be so late?! at least i make an effort to attend and to improve on my studies. worship team is always last minue,okay this is my fault but i had so many tests in that week and obviously, i could only today. my grandma scolded me for forgetting to apply medication on my sandflies bites.
i'm sorry for those mistakes,stop blaming me!):

love,
val