They Know Nothing.

Someone hacked my hotmail. Fuck!@#$%^&8


7:12 AM

HSM2!:D

Had guzheng today,it was SO long and tiring,i swear! And it was so horrible. Laoshi totally spoilt my day,was fazhan-ed cuz we were late-.- whatever! I cant stand it we always get punished for this kind of shit. And i was having my usual backache! Fazhan-ed again during auditorium run through cuz i didnt bring pick up mic. Anyway,it is spoilt,and i can be bothered to buy a new one so just left it there. Irritating,people from the other schools were pretty nice:D Haha,my group was alright,thank God. I was praying so hard that I can manage my group:)

Went to concert hall after cca to get my guzheng pouch,cuz of my carelessness. But it wasd too dark,was like trying to push our way thru the gap in the curtains,and i was trying to push wai inside alone,and i saw her face! Hahaha,so funny! Oops,i swear i was grabbing wen's hand so tightly and grabbing wai's bag! Haha,so funny. Had much fun towards the end:D

Waited for my dad for half an hour ): Darn! That's all for today. Pray that tomorrow will be better.

love,
val!


7:35 AM

!@#$%^&*(
I HATE GUZHENG! ):
sucks.

Okay angerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr vent!


8:48 AM

Why is the purpose of living in this world?

Been pondering on such questions life,seeking God to find the perfect answer but to no avail. I believe that everyone lives a life for a reason but i really do not know my purpose. No one seems to understand what I'm going through,stop bclaiming that you understand cuz it's not happening to you,but to me,alone. I'm gonna face this difficult problem on my own,no matter how much trouble it might take and how people will view me as. I'm living a life for God,a living testimony. What matters in life is to spread the gospel and to learn from what we hear and listen along the way. Give thanks in whatever God has provided for us. Be it nice or lousy friends,perfect or horrendous family,your talents,or the thing you and i have yet to realise. Despite the difficulties one faces,only God sees it;your friends might know the problem you're facing but God knows it best. Not every minute problem you face,your friend might see,but God sees. Life in this world is for us to learn from others,put into practice and becoming what may be moulded into us. Despite timeless troubles, God will still guide our past.

Do we know how to forgive?

Forgiveness is to forget the grudges you have against someone who has offended you time and again,changed to a completely person and backstabbing when you might not be able to see it yourself. Do not worry for God sees it,and God will make the neccessary arrangements. Life may not be as simple as it seems,whats more forgiveness. Give and take is part and parcel of life,and what we ought to do is to forgive and get along with life. but the person who've done many mistakes,do you think you deserve to be forgiven? Do you think by apologising,or whatever ways you use to gain one's forgiveness is sufficient to heal the wound,and pain you've inflicted on someone. Think again,and reflect upon your actions. Think twice before doing anything,for God is always watching you.

These are what EVERYONE of us needs to know.


6:42 PM