<![CDATA[
<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/>
<meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/>
<!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css);
div.b-mobile {display:none;}
</style>
</head><body><script type="text/javascript">
function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) {
if(window.addEventListener) {
window.addEventListener('load',
function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false);
} else {
window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; });
}
}
</script>
<div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div>
<script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script>
<script type="text/javascript">
gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() {
if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) {
gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({
url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/1252969114791522038?origin\x3dhttp://strum-my-guitar.blogspot.com',
where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"),
id: "navbar-iframe"
});
}
});
</script>
]]>
Monday, December 8, 2008
Okay I'm blogging now but I'm not doing the quiz today. Sorry Ruyuan! Guzheng tomorrow,and I realised many people in church are going/went to Japan for this holiday. So weird. Right ,I've been thinking hard these few days and think that I'm actually quite useless,like a failure in life.( This is not a emo post,it's just a reflection of my 15 years of living yes!) I haven't been working hard,i have a don't-care-and-let-everything-go-the-way-planned mindset which caused my life to be in a havoc now. I think I haven't been showing my true self infront of my friends. I appear to be different in school,church,home and infront of my friends. I dont like it this way but I just cant change:/ In school,I'm a girl pretending to be hardworking,quiet and low profile person but I'm not. Wait,I'm low profile,that's true! Then in church,I appear to be different. Towards people I'm not close to,my teachers,my friends,I'm this quiet girl who sits in the corner and wait for people to talk to me most of the time. Then,at home, I'm ignorant to my surroundings so I just do my own stuff. The point is that,i can't open up to my friends,so I'm like this person living in this world for no reason. Yes,I've been trying to adapt to the environment,but I'm not that kind who will speak my mind out. I really want to,but i cant.Dear Lord,Take this as a prayer,and that you will allow me to be a truthful person and a faithful servant to you. Amen!That wasn't meant to be emo,it's just food for thoughts. Okay,everyone's ignoring me online. I shall figure facebook out,it's getting on my nervesssssss:( Tsk! Christmas is round the corner,so is shopping!:D Hahaha yes! And countdown can't wait!! Yay,I'm saving up for my camera and shopping,but mummy can give me money for that:) Okay camera only and more money to be spent on educational stuff!love,val!
7:43 AM