hey my dad has signed my report card! i'm quite relieved cuz i took alot of courage to pass it to him. He asked me so many questions and he wants me to have more tuition which i feel it's okay,reasonable. oh well,but who can tutor with me? okay,i'm so sad. guzheng later,i dont feel like going at all. all i wanna do is to lock myself in the room and cry,cuz i always cant control my tears when it comes to seeing my results. people all judge me differently,when i told them that i was gonna retain. it's weird but i have to accept the fact that i AM STUPID.
for example,i tell them "i'm gonna retain" their reply:-
brother: huh expected what! aiya just retain la,so stupid still wanna take o's next year.
wenhui: huh you wont retain. Trust God you surely wont la.
alicia: i'm very sure you wont retain,oh how many subjects you fail?
cedric:fatty you are gonna retain? okay i pray for you. erm,meanwhile you must get along with the sec2s this year,make friends with them.
xw: you wont la,your results are much better than HER la.
yilin: huh you retain? then'll surely retain! ahhh,so embarassing!

so you see? everyone thinks that i might retain:/ aiya i was so shocked that i didnt retain. okay when i told my dad the results he was like,okay?! i think he's just speechless. Now i've to convince my mom that i can conentrate studying,so that i can get my PSP:D

love,
val!


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