i'm super duper sad cuz within 2 hours i was scolded so many times,verbally and thru' sms. i was damn fed up,and just turned on the bloody phone. the reasons i've got scolded for is really making me feel so stressed up,disturbed and displeased.
1. not practising piano.
2.not practising guzheng for that particular day.
3. for setting my darn tuition at the wrong time.
4.for not planning worship team one week beforehand.
5. the sandflies bites.
i feel so damn sad, pissed off and disturbed because i do have my reasons for not doing the followings. i didnt have a choice,chemistry test tomorrow and i had to spend time to do so juggle all these things. i'm not a machine, i'm not a robot. stop forcing me to do things that i cannot do within seconds. that is far beyond everyone's limit. piano is not my talent. to me, it's just a chore. i had no time to practise for homework and revision what more, spning time on something i'm not interested in. i did not practise guzheng because i practised a day before and what?! just a day of rest from guzheng because of test,it's that a crime? dance concert this sat and i have tuition before that. i didnt have a choice either. you think i want my tuition to be so late?! at least i make an effort to attend and to improve on my studies. worship team is always last minue,okay this is my fault but i had so many tests in that week and obviously, i could only today. my grandma scolded me for forgetting to apply medication on my sandflies bites.
i'm sorry for those mistakes,stop blaming me!):

love,
val


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