haha havent been blogge awhile! life's been really busy,like a roller coaster! ）： whoa, i'm so tired of studying cuz no matter how much i study i dont seem to be passing anything! SIGH! everytime i type shit,it will appear like that **** so annoying! haha i think i need to study later,and practise guzheng! haha i got caught for my hair today and so i have to really tie very very very very very high! so weird,gotta go bye! :D


love,
val


4:34 AM

heyya,I'm so oh-oh-oh-so bored! tsk,as in it's a bright and early morning and I'm blogging and yes,i have tuition later ): ohmygoodness,i have tons of homework this week l. so stressed! guzheng yesterday was okay,i played the worst as usual! i really cannot play the guzheng and i feel so sad,scared,frustrated i dont know! erm,i shall watch a movie later,cuz i haven't been making full use of the com ever since there was such a word "TESTS" existing in my vocab! what movie shall i watch? i might be going out with my friend(s) this Saturday i' so looking forward to it,i'm probably deprived of friends that's why! :D haha but i'm quite excited cuz i need to get presents for some poeple! :D okay i just got another $10 from the sec4 farewell guzheng thingy! oh my,i feel so much happier with some money. i wanna drink bubble tea later,so nice! (: i'm the auntie's regular customer even though it's a far walk from my house! like 15 mins. the ice-cream man outside my house is so loud and nice okay and i think old people are very cute la. some quite pitiful. okay,what am i talking about? oh i wanna go read my storybook! :D bye,friends!

love,

val!

5:03 PM

shucks i nearly failed my e-math and i'm like the only one who got a single digit in class! omg this is the worst day,actually not really. cuz ms kok always arrange the marks in order and i expected mine to be the last,so i wasnt that frustrated. i just feel that i'm really dumb cuz such a simple test and i got the last in class whereas half of the class got full marks! tsk,this is really getting on my nerves! omg,guzheng tomorrow,and i'm going for EXTRA i'm sure! but anyway, i have to admit that i'm lousy in guzheng! ): and in studies. aiya,life's getting more and more meaningless because i sleep for hours, study in school and there goes my weekdays:/ weekends taken up by tuition and teevee and stoning and the night falls i sleep! sunday lessons and lessons and prepare for monday lesson! how can life be like that?! goodness,i have no life! :F i tihnk i lack sleep like seriously i wanna HIBERNATE! haha so fun and cool and exciting! haha just let the world leave me alone from everyone else!
*told you my eyes are small!





12:43 AM

today is a HAPPY day,cuz steph is finally online! i'm super duper happy! omg omg so happy la! church was as usual,until i met steph online, she misses me! :D haha okay.she's gonna call me on my birthday and im most looking forward to her call! haha a very strange question from me to her was whether she has an accent, and you cant believe her answer! haha i'm so so happy! :D :D :D :D :D :D she didnt call me to send her off cuz her flight was 6 in the morning and she didnt wanna wake me up so yeah!

love,

val

11:24 PM

wenhui! why are you not online?! so irritating i'm waiting for you to come online to blog about the pictures! stupid i want the peek-tures la!:D haha,HURRY! tsk, i will definitely blog today cuz today was really fun,to go out with GUZHENG CLIQUE! :D

love,
val


6:07 AM

hey! :D today is a SAD day alright! i meant lessons were fine and all,but when it came to the afternoon things start to happen and i hate it too okay! school was okay except for the fact that we have 2 tests today that both required long writing. i dont know why,but recently i feel my head spinning,whoa damn pain la,especially during lit test. i couldnt think properly la. but i hated everything today.







8:28 AM

hello i'm in school now waiting for guzheng to start! :D haha wenhui's next to me and she purposely dont wanna say hello to me! haha, i found out that wenhui's a big fat pig cuz she CANNOT blog properly! ): tsk, i havent studied for anything la! okay i';m going to study after i get home tonight cuz tomorrow got a lot of tests-lit and english! omg, so many la. haha i'm wearing my specs now and i asked peijin to wear with me! okay i dont know what to say and i'm beginning to hate blogginmg okay! going out tomorrow after cca to buy a dress for musical. rather excited but if i really cant get one, or find one, i'll just wear my purple lian clothes with leggings! ): tsk, i dont feel like going for musical without anything to wear! okay i think i need to go for guzheng soon./ anyway i like this keyboard,so nice okay! :D I'M HAPPY; SEC3 LESSON STARTS TOMORROW! ): ): ): ):
love,
val!


12:18 AM

hey i'm here to blog again,but not a very long one cuz i've yet to recieve the photos from my uncle! :D haha, nvm i have some photos though,taken from my cousin's camera. haha, went to MGS for their dance night on saturday. i rushed there right after tuition! but it's really worth watching la. they had a million practices according to my cousin. performance was on sat,they had practice till 9 every night,and she was really very tired after the performance. they got a gold-with-honours for SYF last year,and their damnce was really awesome,and indeed they deserve to get it! i shall add in some more photos once i get it but for now,

FYI, my cousin is the girl in the middle for the last photo! :)

love,

val

7:24 PM

i'm super duper sad cuz within 2 hours i was scolded so many times,verbally and thru' sms. i was damn fed up,and just turned on the bloody phone. the reasons i've got scolded for is really making me feel so stressed up,disturbed and displeased.
1. not practising piano.
2.not practising guzheng for that particular day.
3. for setting my darn tuition at the wrong time.
4.for not planning worship team one week beforehand.
5. the sandflies bites.
i feel so damn sad, pissed off and disturbed because i do have my reasons for not doing the followings. i didnt have a choice,chemistry test tomorrow and i had to spend time to do so juggle all these things. i'm not a machine, i'm not a robot. stop forcing me to do things that i cannot do within seconds. that is far beyond everyone's limit. piano is not my talent. to me, it's just a chore. i had no time to practise for homework and revision what more, spning time on something i'm not interested in. i did not practise guzheng because i practised a day before and what?! just a day of rest from guzheng because of test,it's that a crime? dance concert this sat and i have tuition before that. i didnt have a choice either. you think i want my tuition to be so late?! at least i make an effort to attend and to improve on my studies. worship team is always last minue,okay this is my fault but i had so many tests in that week and obviously, i could only today. my grandma scolded me for forgetting to apply medication on my sandflies bites.
i'm sorry for those mistakes,stop blaming me!):

love,
val


8:10 AM