meet-the-parents session sucked big time i tell you. i know i did badly but i was being yelled at by my dad. Mr Lim told my daddy that i might retain and he got a shock la! crazy. i know i did very badly,it's demoralizing enough please. and my dad came home yelled at me and stated 3 points(duh i cried!)

• a good environment for studying(i'm not studying at the basement anymore,now it's the living room) which i think it's rather good!:D
• target setting(haha i guess i was too ambitious but i aimed for my l1r5 to be a 9?!) i dont really give a damn.
• tuitions and more assessment books(just kill me okay!) :F

okay so then i just had free flow of tears and was feeling quite bad about everything. he was like,"i didn't expect Valerie's English to be so bad!" i was like hello?! who will ever get an A for English like me. And my Chinese deproved. bloody hell. the worst were the comments i tell you, that made me really cry: Wei Ling(i don't know why) ought to spend this semestral break to really catch up with her work. it really meant much more studying! ): actually I've loved studying but my grades really made me lose interest in studying,seriously.
Ass,and my dad's target is like to get top 10 position in class,top 25% in standard so that i get into JC,and finally uni. and while crying, i was like, WTH, that 's quite far ahead la.
i'm tired edit tomorrow.
i miss the person who gave me this! ):
love,
val



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